WHAAAAAAATAAAAA.

HELLO MAPLE STORY, HERE I COME AGAIN.

as you all might know, it's already the-end-of-the-year holidays alreadddy. AND ME, AS A HERMIT, WASTE MY TIME MAPLING. just downloaded the newest patch, haven't been playing for a REALLY long while because of my hectic schedule [SCHOOL! :(] So me and my sister, both play maple while we're not on vacation, yet.

i might ignore everyone when i'm mapling, [HAHA HAYLEY KNOWS.] i might lose control of myself, might just cry if my exp drops [HEEEE.] and i just might hate myself for doing that, STILL LOVES MAPLE STORY.

and even if you say that: "EW, MAPLE STORY'S IS SO IMMATURE." and i just might say, "YOU BITCH." and then, you laugh hysterically. IT'S SO WRONG.

heeee. okay, i love maple story, and now, ima go play maple now.

I MADE A NEW ACCOUNT. Instead of using my male account [for a really wrong reason -.-] I have creaaaated, the ultimate, FEMALE ARAN. i am crazy. -.-

-lovelovelovemaple!-,

me.

Graduaaaaation!

Oh god, it's so fast. i'm gonna miss ALL of you std 6's. so muchhhhh.

took pictures today, lots. uploaded up to facebook! (:(:(:

well, me and aiming and nat tried to walk to 7 eleven, well, guess what? we're actually WIMPS. :D:D never knew that! -.-

so we're going to nat and ash's house tomorrow. gonna be so much funnnnn.(: bringing my camera along, lalalala, this time, with myself actually in it.. maybe.

I JOINED THE BASKETBALL TEAM THINGY, I THINKY.

jordan FINALLY said 'hello' to hayley, YEEEEAAAAHHHHHHHH! [wow i am miserable -.-] she was so.. normal. and she tore the paper she was s'pose to give to ryan, RIGHT AFTER I FOUND HIM. is this really fate? does this mean, he doesn't need to know everything? i guess it is :/

i miss them already.):

i will remember the last moment we're together.

(:

#139

Please don't fall in love with someone else,

Please don't have someone waiting on you.

i was enchanted to meet you.

first, i am not obsessed with taylor. personally i don't really favor her, but i fancy her songs.(:

same goes to jonathan. he likes pink, hates taylor [likes her music], adores lady gaga and katy perry. he has originality, ey?

his like a big brother, a good big brother. well since i was 7 he bullied me, and well, now we have lots in common. big sister? hahha.(x

haven't blogged in a few days. now i'm not such a blogger anymore, yeah. but i'm not a scallywag, so alright, yeah?

-lovelovelove-,

me.

BLACKKK.

I do NOT know what's wrong with the title? but, anyway, this post has something to do with the color, black. [i am NOT emo, bloody clear.]

got my polka-dotty black & white pencil case! yeah, love, polka-dots.

i ain't taking this crap anymore. yeah, you know who you are.

Right.

clapp, claapp, clap.

bloody crap, ey? yeah. i love crap.

hey, hays, you depressed or something? you seem pretty sad about the jordan thing? but nevermind, though.

live a happy crappy life, ey, loves?

you know what. i think i'm gonna take a facebook break, take a full-time blogger, yeah? i don't know so, yeah, bloody crap.

-lovelovelove-,

me.

eew.

do you know that i hate you? because i do.

do you know that i dislike you? because i do.

do you know that you disgust me? because you do.

do you know that you piss me off? all the time.

do you know what's wrong with you? everything.

do you know your disgusting? because you are.

do you know that you are always unreasonable? because you are.

do you know that my hate towards you is indescribable? because it is.

my hate for you is alive, and it will haunt you till you die.

aaar, shut up.

am posting a whole lots, ey? yeah.(:

just a post, to a certain somebody. actually, about a certain somebody. somebody i shall not say x. please shut up, if i say it don't matter no more, then it don't. don't send me a long bloody message asking me why i ain't opening my yap. DON'T FEEL LIKE IT, YEAH?

please shutttt your bloody mouth! it's annoying and i dislike it. VERY MUCH.

ay, changing the subject now.

so, today my used-to HE, sat right behind me. but it don't matter so wee, thrown away, love.

HAYLEY.

found out jordan, that, had a younger brother, name? jason. obviously, we freaked out. i got hyper from my chocolate bar, she freaked out naturally.(: [big smile on my face, eh?]

laughing whole lots.

sucking the chocolate bar ashley, that dear, gave the bunch. yums.(:

-lovelovelove-,

me.

ablahblahblah.

great, i have this sudden urge to keep posting stuff. for no reason. i'm whacko, nice to know, ey?

was watching ANTM CYCLE14. oh gosh, how beautiful jessica is! glorioussssss (: as rachel adore raina, the pretty model-in-making. butttt. JESSICA IS TE' BEST, MATE!

reading NUMBERS. Jem is talented to read people's number, but there's a ton lot of downsides.

WAS home alone. in the afternoon, yeah. with rachel, not considered alone, i suppose. but whatever. watched BNTM, favorite, ey? LOUISE.(:

-lovelovelove-,

me.

Mhm.

Sigh. Mood swings these few days, pissed off at people for no reasons AND certain reasons. Pissing people off, too, i suppose? probably. I'm really annoyeeeed. THEY'RE SO ANNOYING.

haven't been updating for quite a long while, Hayley too. LOL, my excuses. Exam past. YESSS BABYYYY! anddd well, i dunno. just lazy, i suppose.

really forgot how to update my blog -.- nevermind.

so STOP PISSING ME OFF PEOPLE! CUT THE CRAP AND SHUT THE FUCK UP, CERTAIN PEOPLE.

even alex is having moodswings. ignoring me now? eh, i see, love.

-lovelovelove-,

me.

#132 CAUSE I'M AWESOME :D

Yes I am, and because I am, I ain't bitching about you. BLAHBLAHYAPEDTYBLAH.

SO, PEOPLE said I got distinction for my NSW English Exam. HOORAH :D But i don't know, i have to wait TILL MONDAY.

-stillwaitinglikeafreak-,

me.

#131 BITCH.

Since the day YOU ignored me, I didn't say anything. AT ALL. I didn't even call you a bitch. But today, yeah, you were officially the bitch. I wasn't planning to do anything. AT ALL. But now, you've crossed the line, bitch. THE END.

-blahtoosmarttocare-,

me.

#130 AWH.

Okay, so the bitchy blogger is like this. But who cares, its only ONE page. So whatever.

So Devonne told me she loves me AWWWWWWHH.

And I love you too (: MWAAAH, MY DAAAAAHLIN'. You're the greatest (:

KIRA HAS A BLOG! THE EMO-EST BLOG EVER.

BETTER BELIEVE ME :D

-lovelovelove-,

me.

#129 FUDGE.

Ugh, what the heck? my page is all strike out. so trying this out to check.

#128 Cause you're an umbrella.

OHMYHAND. it's hurts like freakin' badly cause of that freakin' umbrella-using midget. KAPEEEESSHHH. I had to write a thousand words. DAMN YOU.

oh, oh, you left your umbrella in the class. nobody wanted to return it to you. HA; now you're umbrella-less (:

so i called Xiang Juin a prostitute. LIKE REALLY LOUDLY. And Christian overheard, and he was all like, "Yeah yeah, stripper," to Xiang Juin :D AHHAH. GLADLY.

Siti invited me to her SOMETHING party. It's not a birthday party, so I don't know what. And her dream dude is going, so she's all ALALALALA sort of crazy happy!

#127 Smiling.

OKLAHAMA. ALOHA.

Yep. I'm freakin' smiling like a bitch. I LOVE IT :D So N, you talked to me. But like, not much. I didn't even reply your inbox, i'm ultimate, baby! PLATINUM.

Yesterday, we were ALL crazy 'bout SleeQ, yes, SleeQ. Then today, BOOM. No more :( yeah, but i guess it's fine. Mhmm, few more months. Okay.

-lovelovelove-,

me.

#126 The pretty reckless.

Okay.

So I guess I can't go a day without you. 'Cause since now we've buddied up already since you talked to me. I LOVE YOU! it's so adorable when you do this (: i've noticed.

So Jamie was teaching me THE TELLETUBBY DANCE! but then her dad arrived -.-

-lovelovelove-,

me.

#125 It aches.

One day without you. I really want to ask what I used to. But, no, thats all. Nothing else. I promised to ask everyday, and when you're not okay, I'm gonna make you okay and when you're great, I'm gonna make you greater.

N: How was your day?

Your probably never gonna read this, since I never gave you my URL link. I didn't want you to see this. Probably I should talk to D instead of you. Probably cause she understands. I'm not gonna talk to N, since, she closed up her wall. V? Na. Yeah, D's good.

-howwasyourday-,

me.

#124 I can't even figure you out.

Honestly. I'm really done of trying to please you. Okay, whatever I did, I'm sorry. But you can't do this to me. You're saying only N knows you THAT well, but fudge. I don't care.

I can't read minds. And you know what? I'm going to give in. I GIVE UP. I don't need you in my life anymore. Or maybe I do, but temporarily, I've got better things to do. I don't know what'll happen. Maybe I'll still talk to you. But I don't know. You just think I'm always there for you to talk to, complain to, but when she's back.. you leave me a side. Do you ever think about me? Do you even care how I feel? Cause guess what, you can't inbox me whenever you like. Cause guess what, you can't wall me when you feel like it. NOT ANYMORE.

I told you my secrets. You told me your problems. And you still don't care.

-somethingsomethingsomething-,

me.

blah.

So I haven't posted in weeks.

yeahyeah. i've got it. I was SO busy, I didn't have the time! thats all just make up excuse. THIS is what I was doing.

LAZING AROUND.

ugghhh. i was so lazy to type in my password. and i didn't know what to talk about. so. i'm done here, ciao me-minions!

-lovelovelove-,

mckey.

Busy.

Really busy, but fortunately, it ENDS today! YEEP (:

Sorry to the people who texted me, for I didn't have the time to check my phone or go online on any social sites, e.g. facebook, msn & all.

I was busy working on 2 things. YES, ONLY 2 THINGS. So I had to go back to school to train for my band for a few hours. So you ask, what were I doing the rest of the hours?

I USED THE WHOLE DAY TO DOWNLOAD SONGS FOR MY iPOD, BREATHE, EAT, SLEEP, TAKE BATHS, BRUSH TEETH, REST & ALL.

Like right now, I'm downloading a song (:

-lovelovelove-,

me.

1 MINUTE!

1 ..

5!

Title says it!

YEEE.

13 minutes left, baby!

Eh.

28 mins left!

EEEP.

55 minutes left till midnight -.-

WHY?!

Never test my patience. I'm waiting for it, but it seems like you're not even online! Whats the surprise? Is it surprising, Hayley? I hope I'd like it. WHAT IS IT?!

-lovelovelove-,

me.

It's SO true.

kso.

tomorrow's my birthday (: IMA VIRGO, BABY! Hahah, okay so, I have a pretty amazing birthday date. It's 5th September, which is a Sunday this year. And on Monday, we have no school! For the whole weeeek (: Freakin' excited.

So, Jamie sent me a text message, early in the morning. Guess what? "WHAT?" I'm not telling you! -GASPS- Ha!

kso.

It's me and Xueleng's 'month', since both of our birthdays are in September. But she's not a Virgo, she's a Libra babe. Which is just as awesome (: I just took my bath today. Feels so comfortable. How long did I take? Ah, yes, the usual 2 hours.

So, tonight, I'm going to have a countdown to my birthday. My sister, Rachel ain't gonna accompany me, I guess. Guess I'm alone. But I have FACEBOOK! Plenty of people will be there, I hope. During my birthday, I might even have a countdown to the end of it. MIGHT.

Wow, I feel so .. preppy. I'm just so excited!

-lovelovelove-,

me.

K.J.H.G.

K- Kira,

J- Jamie,

H- Hayley,

ALL MY FAAAAV YAMADAS (: I love you guys,

G- Just me....

HA!

MASTER YODA!

-lollovelove-,

me.

First time.

I know watcha' thinkin', you dirty-minded people out there (: But honestly, thats not what I'm going to say.

Sigh.. few days later, it's gonna be my big day (: And I'm happy. Just not about one thing. This is my first birthday without you by my side, wishing me happy birthday. But now, she's the one doing it. I don't like it. I want you back :( So why won't you give me that wish? But I know, it's impossible.

I just want you back.

-lovelovelove-,

me.

Coliseum Cafe & Hotel.

So today, my father brought me and my sister to this REALLY old fashioned cafe/ restaurant. It's called Coliseum Cafe & hotel and it was established in 1921. VINTAGE O:

P.S. Imagine those that would have stayed here before you. Early century European planters and miners - where there was no other place to put up the night for except here at the Coliseum. As basic as it probably was in the 1920's but for a few ringgit, it's worth a night's stay - just to experience a little bit of history. Very popular with travellers.

It's pretty cool.

I was really full -.- Check it out the next time.

Also, back then, they were SO RACIST! "No Chinese or Dogs allowed"? SERIOUSLY? But I'm happy they're not now (: So, there was this old Indian dude named "Captain Morgan" LOL. AHHH. By the way, this waiter gave me my fish and chips and then I said "Thank you" and then he sort of.. kind of.. JABBED ME IN THE EYE?! after that. So I just stfu, ARGHHHH. Lol, but either way, I love the place.

-lovelovelove-,

me.

Broke the law.

I think you just broke the law? Read below.

THE law: One must not copy whatever I do. Or one's face will be bashed.

Yup. That one. But whatever. I don't hate you, so your face will not be bashed (: Lucky for you I'm in a ... fine mood. Not really well, not really bad. So I'm fine.

-lovelovelove-,

me.

NAT.

OHMYGOD NATALY. When I asked you to post, I said post. Not post a small paragraph, about DICKHEADS, seriously -.- POST SOMETHING LONGER.

I am so bored -.- and where the heck are you, Hayley? BLOG BLOG BLOG. I'm so cranky when I'm bored. OH! I know someone who blogs every single day, XUELENG! Lemme check out her blog.

YAY! New posts (:

-lovelovelove-,

me.

Hmm.

Suddenly, i'm thinking about Zoe. Ugh, gosh, god knows how much I miss her -.-

WHY WON'T YOU COME BACK TO SCHOOL SINCE YOUR SO FREE AT HOME? COME VISIT ME!

-lovelovelove-,

me.

Blogwalkers.

WHUUT THE HECK ARE BLOGWALKERS?!

Are they some sort of viruses? Cause some of them creep me out. All of them are so freaky. Like, Hi, I'm a blogwalker. What the heck?

kso.

It's a public holiday tomorrow (: YAY NATIONAL DAY'S HOLIDAY (: so happy that i don't have to wake up and feel cranky -.-

HAYLEY! You promised to update, and I went to your blog, nothing's there! I WANT TO BLOGWALK. I'm some sort of blogwalker now (:

-lovelovelove-,

me.

YO.

Aloha (:

kso.

I'm kind of excited (: FOR MY BIRTHDAAAAY THIS SUNDAAAAAY (: Ohmygawd (: 5TH SEPTEMBER. I just noticed something.. my birthday date has so much personality! :D

I am so crazy (: LOVE MYSELF. Mwaaaah, mwaaaah myself (: I remember my birthday last year (: AHHH. That was the very first time I talked to you (: GUESS WHO? YOU CAN'T, CAUSE IT'S NOT IMPORTANT D:

Ew, I'm not lesbian, so don't touch me, okaaay? (: (credits goes to Jamie or is it SHANE DAWSON?) AHHHH D:

-lovelovelovemyself-,

me.

Autograph.

Okay, so I asked Hayley to help me buy a new autograph book. Well, she did and she gave it to me on the day I went to her house, it's magnificently awesome. Or something like that. Simple but fabulous. Just like us (:

Kso.

Ima ask people to write.. and make a list for it first! YAY! I love lists (: wow, im a dork -.-

• Hayley
• Jamie
• Kira
• Nataly
• Ashley Ser

And the never ending list continueees (:

But thats quite a long way to go, since I'm only starting on the rules and I'm not even done yet. But I know how it'll end, I always do... sometimes (:

-lovelovelove-,

me.

I remember.

Starring out my window, I didn't know what to do.

So I strolled around my old posts; without noticing, I have 105 posts on my new blog. Reading my old posts, I couldn't agree more when people said I was crazy about number9 before this. I guess I lied? Does that count? i don't know. but you can't blame me.. can you?

I am, you can say, emotionally disturbed. LOL.

But now looking back, I don't like him anymore. Sigh, wow, this is me. But still, I don't want it back. At all.

I guess these wonders, aren't that fearless anymore..?

-lovelovelove-,

me.

Hooray.

Kso.

I went to Hayley's house, and we finished our project, woohoo! Enough bout work, even talking about it makes me tired lol -.-

Kso.

We got to start on a new song-ish thing. It's called 'ours', it's starting out pretty good (: the lyrics are easy to relate to. I mean, we're girls, right?

-lovelovelove-,

me.

Bubb.

Random title. I have no idea what it means, but I think it has something to do with, BUBBA OR BUBBLE OR BUBBLY. Thats.. popped.

Kso.

Whatever.

I'm going to Hay's tomorrow (: CAN'T WAIT ... to finish our projects -.- UGH. Stupid assignments that are useless. SERIOUSLY.

I have nothing to say. Seriously, nothing. Just calling Kira 'yamada'. I told her how Number 9 thought I liked him from the beginning of the year, but I seriously didn't. I didn't even notice him! UGH -.- fuck off, okay? I hate you.

BUT I LOVE YOUUUU YAMADAS (:

-lovelovelove-,

me.

*yamada means, nice people or people who makes me happy in gyenice talk. sometimes it means 'crush' as in people you like-like not, like seriously, CRUSH. kaaay?

Milkshake.

My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard,

They say "it's better than yours",

Damn right, it's better than yours.

I can teach you, but I have to charge.

-Kelis, Milkshake.

Okay, so the whole day, Hayley and I were saying this line like crazy. Seriously, because I started it, so I had to teach Hayley. We were like AWOLs, but you know, it was so much fun.

Yes, I know it's an old song. But I just suddenly started listening to it yesterday after a few years. Like, 2? Idk.

So we talked about Claudia in school today. Like, you know, gossip or something. But at least everything was truthful and honest. Cause Claudia is like seriously, annoying and mean and babyish and all that stuff.

Ugh, I so dislike Claudia. She's SO fake, like completely fake. Just like a barbie doll. Without the long, blonde hair. Seriously, they're both the same person. ALMOST.

You forgot.

The truth is, you forgot your promise. You know I hate it when you do things like that. I'm not mad over little things like what? You don't need to lie.

If you don't know how to spell the word, don't. Honestly, it makes you look really dumb. You did it again. You broke your promise, you liar.

You don't need to hide it. My name's no Joslyn. Please, don't make up something... again.

-nothing-,

me.

Picture Perfect.

Right now, I'm watching this movie thats.. well, sweet. It's also called Picture Perfect.

Kso.

Only I can use the word, kso, cause I said it first (: Kso, you can't copy it, kso, if you do, kso Ima kill you. Really, kill you.

Kso.

Like what Hayley said, I'm actually making a video. Kso, it's about friends (: I'll collect the pictures of me and my best friends, and make it into a short but sweet video. With 'Mine' by Taylor Swift as the background music.

Oh look! The movie ended with a kiss from the male and female lead. At a wedding ceremony.. thats not theirs ;)

Kso. I gotta go (:

-lovelovelove-,

me.

ALMOST (:

Happy Almost-100-posts-on-my-new-blog anniversary! If I post this one, I'd still have one to go to reach a hundred on my new blog! Happy me.. not really.

So anyway, this post is going to be about nonsense and stuff, since I really don't feel like typing anything serious and plus, I never am serious. Just sometimes. Very seldom though. I get serious when teacher asks me things, I mean, who wants to get a LONG literature from a teacher? Not me, obviously.

So this post is almost endinggg (: Nonsense is created. Happy, cheerful me(: Ugh, I'm so tired. But it's so early and I don't want to sleep. But I'm just exhausted.

-lovelovelove- 99 posts,

me.

FOB huh?

EHLO HAYS.

Okay, so interesting thing with the alphabets and stuff. So, I think he wore the shirt 'cause he has some performance or something, I saw him holding a violin case. I just saw a case, don't know whats in it.

Oh by the way, Kira and I saw your 'love' when you weren't there. He stood there upstairs and he was looking out. Kira told me, I didn't notice.

So, today I got attacked by people tinier than me. Like 4 of them?! THEY HUGGED ME SUDDENLY WHEN I WAS AT THE GUARDHOUSE WITH KIRA! Ohmygawd. So freakishly creepy -.- Oh and then, Derrick or whatever ATTACKED ME BY CHASING ME. I was like so freaking scared -.- good thing Kira and Angelica were there to hold him back as I ran upstairs. But he chased till upstairs, but then he was gone afterwards. Lucky me (:

-lovelovelove- watching Family Guy,

gyenice (:

IT'S TIME.

Yes, time for what, you may ask? Time for changing. A little transformation wouldn't hurt. I think it is time to change my blog URL. The thing is, what is it going to be? Hit me up with the comments and well, I dunno, change my blog URL?!

So, let me start again. I HAVE NO CRUSH NOW; STOP ASKING. I'm so over him, for no reason. SO STOP ASKING, KAAY? (:

-lovelovelove-,

gyenice (:

Ew.

Ew, Hayley. Your saying it like, you guys are dating or something, 'Hey babe'. What the hell is that?! (: But whatever, everything's fine.

We didn't see him today. Well.. we didn't notice, but anyway. We kept an eye on somebody else. You know, number 9? Yeah, that guy. OHMYGAWD HE IS SO..

Hay, call me up soon okay? I want to tell you LOTS of things.

-lovelovelove-,

gyenice (:

Thirst.

Not thirst for blood, I'm not those girls. Not thirst for love, like every girl. Just thirst for water, thats more important.

Ugh, I'm SO thirsty. But I don't know what to drink. Somebody suggest me what to drink? SO FREAKISHLY THIRSTY.

Ugh, my sister is currently suffering in piano class. Now I know, my sister's piano, that used to be my piano teacher is like SO MEAN. She's so hot tempered, my sister can't remember the notes, SO WHAT?! Oh I know, it's her prego-moodswings. Did I mention her tummy is HUGE, now? No, right?

Their having an oral test now. You know my sister can't reach that REALLY high note, so why force her? She's going to have a sore throat you ugly, no-good, BITCH.

Can you honestly just let it go?

-UGH,

gyenice (:

Behind these hazel eyes.

I don't have hazel eyes. I want hazel eyes though. They're pretty (: VERY pretty. To me, colors of eyes are important and beautiful. I only have darkish-brown eyes. Or is it black?

The prettiest color is sea-blue, then blue-green, THEN hazel. Dianna Agron has hazel eyes (: Angelica's mom has hazel eyes. Who else has hazel eyes?

So, googled something. Nothing, just looking for something to google. I found this girl, who was starring in 'Taking 5', Alona Tal, an Israel, looks A LOT like Bridget Mendler. It's just that her face shape is sharper than Bridget's. Both of them are still, beautiful.

And, the girl starring as her sidekick/best friend, Daniella Monet, was the one starring in my all-time favorite film, Nancy Drew, Inga Veinshtein, a mean text messaging mean teen.

Along with that, I also googled 'Nancy Drew' eventually. I didn't know the Dehlia Draycott Case was based on Natalie Wood's real-life case. I didn't know her mystery was unsolved. I think it was silly that she wouldn't take off her heavy down-filled coat and wool sweater while she was drowning. I mean, I know it's expensive, but come on!

But anyway, I hope she rests in peace.

Ohkay.

Since Jamie said that we could say the letter 's' at home, I'm going to. Whatever, but we have to do it again tomorrow in school. I'm so bored -.- UGH.

I don't what to do now. I want to do something to be unbored. But still, I'm bored. Bored like never before and all that stuff. Like the line that Jamie wrote that I love SO much, Go to high school, drive a car. Get a job, eat pizza. Oh, thats so yummy (:

YUMMY (:

Lol, anyway, I still have no idea what to do. UGH. Rang up Hayley a minute ago, asked her about the line 'cause I forgot the Get a job, part. I just remember Go to high school, drive a car. Somethingsomething, eat pizza.

I'm still so bored. But at least I did something, right?

Ohkay, so is something certainly wrong. Everybody, and I mean, everybody, well not everybody, just some people, like lots of people are starting on their autograph books. I mean, what about it? They're doing it this year, though I choose to make mine, NEXT year. Oh yeah, thats the way I roll (:

I get it. They made it first so they wouldn't miss out this year's graduates. I mean, they're quite popular, but like, who cares? They're all nosy people (: Well, NOT all. Bossy, sassy people are so annoying D: They're like, "OHMYGAWD." and I'm like, "What?!" then they're like, "I BROKE A NAIL!" and then I roll my eyes. UGH, SENIOR GIRLS!

I mean, our grade is quite popular, too. I guess? I don't know.

Hayley made an autograph book, too. I know what she wants with it :D

So I'm going to make mine next year! Or maybe I'll change my mind after the last term's examination. At that time, people will have plenty of time to do useless stuff, so I'd ask them to write mine (: MAYBE, JUST MAYBE.

Frozen.

whuttheheck.

I 'tengok' you for like a lot today. You were behind Jamie, and I just 'tengok' you for the whole time. Oh my (: Can't use the 'bad' letter. Hahaha, right Hayley? When you blog, you can't 'guna' the 'bad' letter, too (: HAHAHAHA. BUT YOU HAVE TO BLOG! Kaay? (: Oh, I think today 'ialah' birthday 'dia'. ohmygawd (:

-With love,

gyenice (:

-.-

Days passed, I still like you. You've got me crazy. I LIKE YOU A LOT. The only cure to this is for you to like me back, so I'd give up on you. Wow, I just noticed how wrong that sounded. It was very wrong, but all things are wrong, right? I like you (:

-With love,

gyenice (:

A story.

I read a touching story. I cried. I did, it was a thing anyone who loved somebody would do.

A lady and a man were married for 6 years. The lady loved the man and the man loved her. The loved each other very much. The man treated her the right way. But a year, the lady noticed something was very wrong. She saw the pictures of the her husband and another girl, the lady was beautiful. They had been together for four years. She read the mails her husband sent to the girl, the words were so sweet, she wanted to pretend the mails were written for her. The lady stayed quiet. Since her husband didn't talk about divorce, she didn't dare breathe a word.

One night, her husband told her a story. He said: "I have a friend. He has a wife that loves him very much but he has a closet girlfriend. He loves both of them equally. He didn't want to leave his wife or his girlfriend. His girlfriend was bright, she has never asked for anything. Until now, she discovered she was pregnant and asked for marriage. My friend didn't want to leave his wife because she didn't deserve to be left and he didn't have a reason to hurt her. But he didn't have a choice." He paused. The wife knew he was talking about himself. Then he continued, "What do you think he should do?"

The wife stayed silent. The man then fell asleep. She cringed and cried. She loved him. She looked at his face as he slept. She kissed him and knew that this was the last time she had the right to do so. Her tears fell on his chest and slowly disappeared. "I know my absence is for the best. When I'm not here with you, you have to take care of yourself. I cleaned the house, and did the laundry. The cds I bought for you are on the table. I already ordered a year of milk for you. Remember to heat it up before you drink it. Oh, and don't drink alcohol too much, it's bad for your health. And don't smoke too much, it may cause cancer. I didn't take anything from this house except for the teddy bear you gave me on our first date, I love hugging it to sleep. It's becoming a habit, already. I wish you happiness and please kiss you're new baby for me, I'm sure he/she will be beautiful. Treat her like I treated you, don't let anybody hurt her. I'm leaving now, goodbye." she whispered.

She kissed him on the cheek and left a tear on his lip. "I still love you."

It's a beautiful story, don't you think? Men, they make us crazier..

-With love,

gyenice (:

Sweetest thing ever.

I have a question to ask you. Whats the sweetest thing anybody had done for you? I want to know the world's most sweetest thing. Thanks (:

-Curiosity,

me.

FUN. FUN. FUN!

Yesterday was so, so awesome (: At Keat Seng's house yesterday, and it was SO much fun. The whole day was like AMAZING. REALLY REALLY AMAZING. No details for you, boo hoo (:

-With love,

gyenice (:

Uh-uh-oh.

From mine, newest single Hayley told me about from Taylor Swift. So I guess it's pretty awesome. It's so sweeeeet (: aww (: she's gonna be a bride, a beautiful one. AMAZING ONE (:

So, still figuring out something. WHAT THE HELL AM I GOING TO GIVE HIM?! Ugh; i can't even think of a thing. Damn people with their birthday and birthday parties -.- BUT I LOVE PARTIES SO WEE! I LOVE PARTIES (:

I'm going to call Jamie for opinions. Or Kira. HEY, HAYLEY CAN YOU RING ME UP AND GIVE ME KWAN ANN'S NUMBER? I WANNA CELL HER AND HEAR HER FREAKISHLY CUTE ACCENT KAAY? (:

-With hyperness and love,

gyenice (:

Maybe.

Maybe you're better than me, maybe not. But you don't have to ruin my life like this? I don't care anymore. JUST TAKE EVERYTHING AWAY. I don't need you, and I'm happy people don't like you too. Whatever, okay? Just stop ruining my life.

AND YOU! SORRY, OKAY?! Eeessh; you'll see how I make you smile (:

-With love,

gyenice (:

IAMSOBORED.

LIKETHETITLE.IAMSOBORED.NOTHINGTODO.

Ugh; I still don't know what to get him -.- stupid boy. Or maybe the three of us should get him one gift since his so awesome and said that 3 gifts are too much (: HAPPYHAPPYME (:

-With love,

gyenice (:

Oh yeah.

Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't know you were using me all these years, acting like you were my friend?! Thank you a lot. Now that everything's back, you'll just act like you don't know what happened and wake up like you had a hangover; and you know what? I'll act like I didn't even know you and forget about you. Try to top that.

-With love,

gyenice (:

No regrets.

My heart stops,

When you look at me.

I'm bored; waiting here for something to do. It's like I'm searching for the perfect thing to do.. but it's not here yet. Waiting for it, like I'm waiting for someone. The perfect one will come. I'm sure (: OOH! A phone call! YES! SOMETHING TO DO.

-With love,

gyenice (:

The story.

Little boy, 6 years old.

A little too used to being alone.

Young mom on her own.

She needs a little help, got nowhere to go.

She's lookin for a job, looking for a way out.

Old man, hospital bed.

Room filled with people he loves, he says "Don't cry for me,"

There are still many stories in this world, so hope you enjoy your own story, even if it's the worse.

-With love,

Gyenice.

Just a stop.

This is a just stop, of where I'm going. So I know, I'm going somewhere way farther then where I am right now. Someday, I'll find myself a right place it this world. I'm not giving in this fast.

-Just a stop,

Gyenice.

You and I.

Ima get your heart racing,

In my skin tight jeans.

Be your teenage dream tonight.

I know it's my temporary home, not where I belong. And soon, I'll be where I belong. With you is where I belong. I know we're meant to be, somehow. And I know every time I like somebody, when they like me back, I don't like them anymore. And I know that happened more than 10 times, but this time, I can sense that it's real, number 9.

I don't know if I should like you, but I don't know. Your a different person compared to number 9, but I don't know why I like you. Why? Should I fall for you?

-Thinking of you,

Gyenice.

Your taking over.

You, dearest number 9 are taking over my heart and head. I'm so like-drunk :) FUNFUNFUN. His so.. everything.

:),

Gyenice.

Get off my mind.

That sexy lips, dirty hips, nice ass, high class, sexy smile, my style thingy wouldn't get off my mind. It's catchy :) Most importantly, number 9 is still in my mind :) HE SHOULD BE MINE. HEE :)

-Greedy me,

Gyenice.

Thats my style.

Sexy lips, dirty hips, nice ass, high class, sexy smile, my style (;

How cute of somebody to actually flatter themselves like that. Wow :) Bravo. What the hell am I talking about? I have no idea. I'm just trying out a new font that looks pretty :) So I guess it is :)

-Typed out with a preeeetty font,

Gyenice

Wow =|

Looky here :) Yeah here, no below. Yes, right there.

HERE.

Sexy lips, dirty hips, nice ass, high class, sexy smile, my style (;

I found this, and it's so cute.

-9 isn't mine ..yet,

Gyenice.

Number 9.

Ugh, I hate you. You caused me to lose focus towards the exam and I can't pay attention in class and blog all day long about you. But the same time, I like you :)

ILIKEYOU. YOU. JUST LOOK AT ME, WOULD YA? Oh and plus, I saw you looking at me when I got attacked by a kid :) Aww :D

-You make me crazier,

Gyenice.

I hate.

I hate people who copies what other people does. I hate copy-cats. Copy-cats are losers. Geeks. Low-tile fags. Thats what they are :)

-With love,

Gyenice.

Who cares if you disagree.

So you dare tell me who to be,

Who died, and made you king of anything?

King of Anything, Sara Bareilles.

I don't care if you disagree with me. I'm being who I am and I like the way I act. Don't try to change me by breaking a perfectly good heart. It's not a useful trick anymore. I don't need you anymore in my life. Some say that I'm too forgiving, well, I don't think so.

Ouch.

Today, there was pain and more pain. Two kinds of pains in one day. Don't you think it's too much to handle? AT LEAST there's one thing to cheer about..

Why do you have to hurt me like that? I cried and cried and I couldn't stop. I did nothing wrong, so why the hell do you have to cut me deep, deep inside? You think about yourself, and only yourself. I thought I could entrust you with my heart but in the end, look what happened to me. I regretted, I admit. And only because of you, I have to. Enough said about you.

I got a cut on my finger. Because of the stand, since I wasn't paying that much attention. And well, it hurt but not as much as my heart.

Every bad thing happened to me. I accidentally poured ink on my sister's book and while I was trying to reach the door, I tripped and my knee hit a brick. It hurts.

-Why?

Gyenice.

Azzy :)

The beautiful and the best, Azzy.

Heey Azzy, I like your name :) It's so pretty and well, for you. It's like you and that name are meant to be. Duh ;p Anyway; so I saw your new display picture and I absolutely love it mahh dear! Look at yourself in the mirror. YOU ARE GORGEOUS HONEY! You have that amazing and awe-ing beauty and personality and everything that takes away everybody's breath. Wow.

Well, your more and your beautiful in every way. I don't know what the hell am I thinking, but I suddenly wanted to write about the one and only you.I don't want you to think I'm lesbian or anything ;p AZZYAZZYAZZYCRAZYY!

-I'm sure you know this but I love you girlfrieeend, chicks before dicks,

Gyenice.

I miss you.

You used to call me your angel,

Said I was sent straight down from above.

I miss you,

I miss your smile,

And I still shed a tear every once in awhile.

Mhm; title says it all. I do miss you. In fact, I miss you too much. I want you back, like right now. I need you now and I'm sure you know that but you're just not coming back..right?

-I miss you,

Gyenice.

Traitor.

I hate you bitch. You're so fake; I can't believe I trusted you. Hmm, guess I was wrong. You repeat my mistakes, BUT forget your own. I am so not talking to you anymore. Some shits going to fly, byotch. My anger isn't as short as this post, and I'm sure, you know that, fuck.

AND YOU. You say I don't value the things you give me; you know what I think? Yes, I don't care. Yes, so what if I don't? Yes, I know you're just crap. You are just an asshole, fuck.

-I hate you, and hate is a big word,

Gyenice.

Damnit.

How suckish -,- Msn's not working. What happened to it now? I'm sorry but it likes to piss me off. Hmph. Stay that way then, your choice, Msn.

Mm. Can you recover before tomorrow? PLEASE, I'm begging. I'm practically on my knees. Virtually. Hee :) So come onnnn. I know you're not that mean, baby :)

Darrrrlinggg, come on. Don't do this to me. You know you love your owner :) So work it up. I'm waiting, honeey.

-Sweet-talking my Msn,

Gyenice.

Some people.

Some people are just wanna-bes. Like, a total wanna be? Let me tell you one thing, it's never going to work out and you're never going to be any of us.Get it? How slutty; acting like your the fairytale of every girl. Suck it up, girl. Nobody looks up to you. You bring down the whole class, so you know, you're causing more trouble than ever.

I'm not trying to be mean, I'm just too damn honest on this thingy. Everybody hates you because of that attitude of yours of trying to impress everybody. Check your face, newsflash: You are not admirable for anything on the outside nor the inside. *Snort*, how classical.

Hayley, you know who I'm talking about, right? Good, kaay :)

Nobody cares how much a loser you are. Mmph.

-It's the truth, baby,

Gyenice.

I was careless, I forgot.

Go ahead and slap me or something. I know I forgot about you...now. I didn't notice it, sorry. But then you started being the actual shit I didn't know about, ignoring me, avoiding me. What else are you going to do to me? I promise I won't just feel the pain you did.

-I'm sorry, boy, I know you hate me,

Gyenice.

Impossible.

Tell them all I know now,

Shout it from the roof top,

Write it on the sky, love.

All we had is gone now,

Tell them I was happy.

-Shontelle, Impossible.

That used to be my favorite song a few months ago. Mhm, I've missed it. Like I've missed you. You were my favorite a few months ago, too. Now you're just fading away faster and faster, till there's nothing left. I don't know why but suddenly, you're back in my mind like this song. Am I happier ever since you disappeared from my world? I liked it when you were back in my world. So I see you every day anyway, but words just don't come around. I try to make a conversation but then it stops after a few minutes. I walked away so it was partly my fault.

-But you walked away before me,

Gyenice.

Heey Annabeth.

Hmm, Annabeth, what an ugly name for your ugly personality. Wow, it matches! *Sarcasm* You bitch, there's no need to spam my page because your upset of your unseen ugliness. If you are who Hayley said you were, you better fuck off.

You're welcome I kicked your virtual nothing-there ass :) I've never done nothing to you, so whats the catch? Just get away, bitch. Nataly? Oh, I didn't say you were anything close to that, but you jumpeeed really far. Mhm; nice.

-I'm not stupid,

Gyenice.

Stay Beautiful.

Corey's eyes are like a jungle,

He smiles; it's like the radio.

He whispers songs into my window in words that, nobody knows.

-Stay Beautiful: Taylor Swift.

I love that song and the name. Problem is, it's a he. Is it a girl's name too? Mhm; I wonder.

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Currently, Brendan's being a fucker and fag loser? He punched me in the arm bone thing, for like, what? 12 times? And I just accidentally flicked his girly eyelashes and cheekbone and hurt his pinky. So he punched me, and I just punched him back. His so indescribable. He is no longer my friend. Hmmph.

Unlike :|

Well, well. Annoying person who doesn't leave their names when they spam my chatbox. Oh, thats so classic? Well, you're not appreciated nor wanted here. I can say that you don't have a name like I do. My name's Gyenice? So, get a name, kay?

Thanks, not really. So stop the spamming and get a life, just not mine.

-Annoyed,

Gyenice.

Yipee?

I took the longgg nap, then woke up finding out that the tuition that was cancelled wasn't cancelled anymore on Wednesday -,- how lovely. Was happy disappointed; but whatever anyway.

So what about Corey? Mhm, I love like the way they spell it.

-With love and disappointed,

Gyenice.

Corey.

Is Corey a girl's name? Well, I'd want to have the name Corey. It sounds pretty and it is, I guess. What do you think of the name Corey?

-With love,

'Corey' soon to be.

Who knew better?

I don't know whats up with the title, but who really cares anyway. So, I had a Scribd since.. uh, forgotten. I just know it's a really long time ago. But I deleted it, and made a new one right away. Like just now? So subscribe to me, Hayley! 'Cause I lost my subscribers -,- Like I lost my twitter followers when I deleted my twitter.

Wait, what am I doing? Everything except for napping. Didn't I say I was going to take a nap? Well, if necessary, I will. I'd nap if I'm tired too.

-With love,

Gyenice.

Yikes.

Hey; you know the starting of my mixpoops starting? Yeah, the part it goes ding-ding-twinkly-thingy. I suddenly thought of something. You know the horror film, One Missed Call? Yes, I love that horror film, too. Anyway, the ringtone of the phones? They have the same ringtones and their ringtones are exactly the same with the ding-ding-twinkly-thingy. Brr...

-Noticed,

Gyenice.

Tired :|

I'm really tired. And happy 'cause I finished my homework and I'm happy 'cause I can take that longgg nap I've been longing. Wee, long nap, here I come! I'm superrr tired. Did I say that before? Oh, no; I haven't. I only said ehem, "I'm really tired." And still am.

Ignored her for the whole day and guess what? She did something to Hay's again. AGAIN. What a loser ;p Anyway, so I guessed Hayley's a bit happy. Since erhtamislednadjor.

-Tired,

Gyenice.

Oh God.

So how many time do we have to do this once a day? Like more than a thousand times. You just bore me, so go back, all the way back to hell. You are not interesting to read, let alone be a dream.

You're the fucking useless one here, fear no more, you're still a whore. Oh you want me to do the work? Keep dreaming, fucker. It's never going to work. So, hoe, get a life. Just not mine.

-Very pissed off,

Gyenice.

Feewee.

That is a really strange title. Very, very strange. I'm just bored. So.. Feewee Peepees -,- Okay, I'm not exactly calling you pee. So, uh, no; I'm not calling you pee, hee :) Weee. Wow, how lameee, dudes.

Okay, so I got called a bitch today, right in the face. In the restroom? Yes; in the restroom. So I'm quite angry. Nataly called me a bitch, and I'm just really pissed. So Hayley's mad because of certain reasons. I'm not saying a thing 'cause my mouth isn't that big. So now, the damage is made.

-Pissed and a mixture of feewee,

Gyenice.

Effyou.

First of all, I'm tired of typing hate posts of you. You've made it to my list for like the millionth time. You, shut up and taste a bit of shit. You can't make me do the things I don't want to. Now, stupid, since you're so smart, why don't you figure out how to use a phone? How phony, who doesn't know how to use a phone? Let alone bossing me around.

Now, I'm also tired of saying, "Nobody cares; in other words, shut up." to you every single time you yap. I'm not going to waste my time and energy actually talking to you. I even wished I was mute every time you talk to me. Stop being selfish.

-With hatred,

Gyenice.

Mixpoop.

Yes; mixpods new nickname is mixpoop. Stupid mixpoop :) Okay, so actually this post is to talk about mixpoop. I hate you, mixpoop.

-With love,

Gyenice :)

Eeesh.

Stupid mixpod.com -,- it won't work? How stupid is it going to get. I was about to put on California Girls by Katy Perry feat. Snoopdogg. Hayley tried putting it on using mixpod, too, but it just won't work. I repeat, Stupid mixpod.com -,-

So I'm trying to find new websites for it but I can't find a thing. Eh; stupid mixpod.com. How awful, there's only one website for blogger? STUPID, exactly.

Why, why, why.

Ugh; why in the world won't the stupid mixpod.com work? I keep doing it but it just won't work. So I give up. Thats right, I give up very easily; but not on everything. Everything has their own value ;p

Eessh; so what am I suppose to do? Somebody help meee. I'm dying of boredom. Like, I'm bored but I'm too lazy to do anything. I'm even lazy to reminisce back to the past. Crap, how interesting to know.

Facebook can't kill time 'cause there's no drama happening on there. It's dying; it is. Watching some oldies since my dad changed the channel. Eh; I don't think it's gonna drag my focus from here to there. How wonderful.

Somebody flatter me. No, I'm joking ;p I don't need that kind of insult.

How boring.

So my sister went to Pavilion with Karmen & Xueleng. To buy a 'skirt' for the interact/ i.u day or something. And I'm at home, feeling bored. Eh; why is life so boring anyway? I should do something. But what? Nothing but this.

I feel like a loner. Yes; a loner. Thats a random comment. Very random.

I hate that I have to repeat everything again and again. How lameee -,- Watching CSI: NY. My favorite Crime Scene Investigation series. But my dad prefers CSI: Miami. Oh come on, all Horacio ever done was taking off his stylish man-sunglasses under the sun acting like.. like what? I don't know. Why ask me? Horacio bores me.

Yes; I like the NY. And I don't care if CSI: Miami is having an Eric Delko special; I just don't. Wow, why am I suddenly talking about this? Subject changed.

Ima talk about candies. I'm a candyholic. Is there a word like that? But I'm sure I'm a chocoholic. I just bought impacts :) They're tasty and fun. A blackcurrant and a peachy one ;p

Ooh! I just got a text.. againn. Sigh; I'm going to choose to ignore it. IGNORED.

So later, I'm going to go to the Pavilion. WHERE MY SISTER IS! Muahahha. We're gonna see her; it's a surprise so shush. But I don't think we're going to see her anyway.

I'm addicted to Family Guy. I know it's a pervert show; it's funny so who cares. It's so, so funny. Quackmiyer or how you spell it is so. fucking. funny. Ah; good times, good times. Go watch it on FOX since I'm too lazy to type out how hilarious they are. I don't need to sore my fingers, no, no, no.

Okay, so this turned out to be a not-that-boring post. Wee ;p